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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2005|11:01 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |Helena By MCR]

Hey guyz
Yeah i havent been updating in a long time... ive been using xanga... but i decided i hate xanga lol

so im gonna start comming back here...

well summers finally here... um today i went over to brittanys and she dyed my hair a dark purple and then cut my bangs... it looks good i think atleast... lol my parents didnt know about it and they were PISSED when they saw it! haha i love to piss them off! :) hehe

SUNDAY IS WARPED TOUR! SOOOOOOOOO EXICTED! woot woot!! :)

all ik is i have to see MCR no matter what! yessss :)

well im gonna go

lyl
<3 Mollie
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|07:40 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |Peices by Sum41]

hey okay so this weekend was fun

on saturday night i went over to brittys with sam n luke...


Luke actually talked to me... woo hoo...

during the day on sat. i went to this thing for gs... and i got to hang around with Stephie... and i "peed my pants" lol which actaully means i was carrying a cooler filled with water... and as i was carrying it leaked out all over me... and it looked like i peed myself lol

i got really bad sunburn on my face... i think it looks horrible... but Nick said i looked cute with it lol so idk...

Soooo im bored so i am gonna go and watch Family Guy! WOO HOO NEW EPISODE TONITE! :)

buh bye
Mollie

Im trying to let u know... that im better off on my own
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2005|09:18 pm]
[mood | crappy]
[music |Amazed by Lonestar]

okay so latley... idk.. ive just felt so left out... like people really dont want me to be there... idk.. its just weird

um idk things havent been great lately... idk its all crappy...
Luke wont say shit to me
Tommys parents are being dicks and his parents might make him go into a correctional facilty
All this shit with the school board is soo retarded
im starting to like someone that i have absolutly no chance with


okay and this one chick... lets call them hmm Danielle... UGH shes supposed to be one of my best friends but she is being a total bitch to me... and she treats me like shit... seriously its like she freaking uses me caz i am really good friends with the guy she likes... it pisses me off

i think the world like secretly hates me lol

eh oh well

i dont give a damn ne more
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|05:50 pm]
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of you & me. It can be anything you want, be it good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then, post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2005|08:44 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |The Rose]

okay so i am in an AMAZINGLY good mood today! :)

So drama awards tonite... didnt win ne thing lol wasnt expecting too... BUT i was voted to be The Softmore Class Rep for Drama next year :) woot woot! yay for me! and then i got a pin and a certificate and a bookmark :) hehe yay

I got to talk with Keith and Brian again... it was so much fun... Keith kept making me laugh during the awards thing lol

lol so after the awards thing i was talking to Brian Benniwitz and Kyle Sipos... and Kyle tried to do that whole fake kiss thing to me and i didnt know what he was doin so i screamed and i fell on my ass and i layed there for like 10 minutes laughing histarrically and then brian and kyle helped me up it was sooo funny lol

Today we play against ike... woot woot im excited... hopfully i play... caz i busted my ass in softball today!
OMG FUNNIEST THING IN SOFTBALL.... Okay a line drive came and hit me in the stomache... hurt like a bitch... i just fell when it hit me and it knocked the wind outta me... and when everyone came to see if i was okay.. i started cracking up and then i started crying caz i was laughing so hard lol it was funny... then 2 minutes later a pop fly hit kristin in the back and we laughed for like 20 minutes
it was great

ALLIE OWES A NICKEL!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SHE NOES WHY!!!! IT WASNT A DAMN PIXIE STICK!!!!

PLUS I AM DRINKING CHERRY VANILLA DR PEPPER!! THEN BEST SODA IN THE WORLD!!!! :):):)
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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2005|08:54 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |Im not okay by MCR]

well okay things are alright

New York was really fun... surprisingly except for all of the drama

um @ softball i threw my arm out... and it hurts like a bitch... but eh it happens...

Well i can honeslty say for like the first time in forever... that i do not like anyone... woot woot go Mollie mauahahaha

So Me Allie Andi n Sam are starting this thingy where if we say something stupid we haveb to put a nickle in a jar and then @ the end of the year we are going to split up the money lol we are each gonna have like 500 bucks each lol

To one specific person... i think u may know who u are... u told me something today... I love u sweetie! and im here for ya if u ever wanna talk i am always here! I love u!!!

well i am gonna go
buh bye
Later
Moll-e
i think i am gonna stop putting the i... i really dont like i's... caz then i said HEY BUDDY THERE IS NO i IN MOLL-E!

lemme guess? Nickel?
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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2005|08:51 pm]
[mood | pissed off]

i f'in new it! i knew that New York was going to be shit!

just watch im gonna be f'in hanging around with my mother the whole fucking time caz my friends are being retarded

so yay woo hoo i get to go to New York with almost all of my friends and sit with who on the bus... ohh thats right I SIT BY MYSELF!


Seriously omfg Luke u are just being a total ass hole! Experiment has lasted 2 days now... kaitz noes what im talking about... im sorry but not saying shit to me for a over a week and then pretend like everything is fucking okay! i cant fucking take it anymore! i sware to fucking God! he treats everyone so much better then me... and who the fuck is always there for him... oh yeah thats right ITS ME! but of coarse he has to please people so he cant fucking talk to me anymore THIS IS FUCKING BULL SHIT
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(no subject) [Apr. 17th, 2005|05:06 pm]
Uk what! People Stop F'in freaking out @ me! okay! Jesus Christ!

Okay well lets see Andis all pissed @ me... caz uk i was a bitch to her... but uk she can hit me every fucking day and im supposed to be all fucking okay with it... and she freaks out @ me caz i "shit talk" about people way to much... when uk what? i was listening to her talk to all her friends and hmmm i believe she was shit talking too! Wow Whats wrong Andi? U can dish it out but u cant take anything back?! So Andi seeing as tho ik u are going to read this and then freak out @ me for it like u always do... take a chill pill and stop freaking out @ me every single day caz its just getting f'in old okay? u think oh its okay i can kick u really hard in a thigh but every thing will be fine caz im Andi... WELL ITZ NOT!

I may sound like a total bitch to some people... but some other people no exaclty where im comming from!
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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|11:36 pm]
[mood | energetic]
[music |Helena By MCR]

hey well i just got back from Johns house... lol had fun with John Sam n Boo... Britty left @ like 10 so me John n Sam watched Aladdin... of coarse it was Sams choice! lol

Tomarrow John n Sam and maybe britty are comming here so i can take them to Sam Z's party... Woot Woot! :)

well today we won our game for softball... i played left field... a first for me.. i did good too! Tomarrow i have a tournament @ waukesha west... so uk U ALL BETTER COME! even tho no one will... im pitching tomarrow... hopefully ill do good!

well im gonna go caz im dead tired and i gotta get up early tomarrow

So long and Goodnight

Mollie
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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2005|09:08 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |Bleeding Deep By Jocking]

hey okay... my parents are trying really hard to understand me... which is a good thing i guess... so i was thinkin maybe i could show them a poem...

*I'll Show You Me*

With this razor

In my hand

I'm trying to make you

Understand

All the pain

That you can't see

And all the pain

Locked up in me

What you don't know

Is how it feels

But I know that

This pain is real

These memories are still there

Everywhere I look

I try to stop

Reading into it

But I can't shut the book

Trying to set

All this pain free

I imagine my wrist

But it's my heart that bleeds

So with this razor

In my heart

I begin to fall apart

I break down

And start to cry

I don't really

Want to die

I'm so scared

For my life

And I'm so scarred

From his knife

Scars in my heart

But it's on the mend

I'm smiling on the outside

But I'm breaking down again

Trying to hide

All of it from you

Trying to be perfect

But if only you knew

Look Mommy!

Look what I can do!

I can be loving

Just like you!

I love myself

Can't you tell

I'm healing now

I'm doing well

I'm trying to show you

Who I can be

Everything within me

And I know that you can see

I'll show Daddy

And he'll finally love me for me

I'll show him

And he too will see

I'm still the girl

I was at one time

I just keep it hidden

Deep down inside

I'm no longer suicidal

Though the thought has crossed my mind

I'm starting to move forward

Leaving all of it behind

I won't change

Who I am

Though you want me to

I am who

I want to be

And I'm still shiney and new

You will find my heart

I promise

I'll show you the way

And even though

You hurt me

I love you

Anyway
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(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2005|05:28 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |Hold ON By Good Charlotte]

today was good and bad...

well my parents found out about my little problem... and i think im going back to a counseller... and i guess thats not all that bad

the good thing... i really saw how great of friends i have... u guyz sat there @ lunch and helped to make me feel better.. u will never ever know what that meant to me...

lol another bad/good thing... i like someone now... lol and 10 bucks says its not who u think it is! muahahahhaa I WILL NEVER TELL!! muahahahaa

well im gonna go have dinner with my mom and get my hair dyed Black N Red Woot Woot
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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2005|10:20 pm]
[mood | scared]

okay.. so i was sitting in my room tonite and i was listening to music and the song "Hold On" by Good Charlotte came on... and i just sat there crying..

guys i dont know what to do anymore...

i really think i really need help...

i just cant take this shit anymore... drama never fuckin ends... something is always wrong...
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hey [Apr. 11th, 2005|03:42 pm]
[mood | blank]
[music |To The End By MCR]

alright so i havent updated in a while...

so last thursday i went to the Fall Out Boy, Midtown, The Academy Is, and Gym Class Heros concert... it was F'in awesome! i got to meet the lead singer of Midtown he is a really nice guy and incredibly hott i might add...

on saturday i went to a party over @ nathans house... it was f'in awesome! i have my own reasons why! lol

um today school was okay...

someone in perticular is really pissing me off... lets call them... Loo Loo... well okay Loo Loo keeps talking to me like im some sort of idiot and keeps saying im a bad friend to them... and that i ditch them all the time... and they make fun of me alot... and the one time i make fun of them they get ALL pissed and now Loo Loo is pissed @ me! UGH seriously with this person it is totally making like school fucking hell... i just hate it!
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(no subject) [Mar. 31st, 2005|04:05 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |Honest Mistake by the Bravery]

Just when i thought everything was going fine... things in my life was good... everything went down the drain... i just start thinking about things and i realized that im still not over him... and i dont think i will be... and hes one of my best friends and the only way im going to get over him is to stop being around him... so maybe thats just what i am going to have to go... i just wont go by him anymore... or stop talking to him... idk
it might work... hopfully it will..


later
Mollie
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(no subject) [Mar. 29th, 2005|12:16 pm]
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35: Do me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to chill with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..

68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:
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(no subject) [Mar. 29th, 2005|12:07 pm]
[mood | jubilant]
[music |Thank You by Atlantis Morrsett]

:-D u guyz im back to me! :-D

Idk what happened... i just got really depressed... and i hated my life... and i was bitching @ everyone...

idk... but im better now... i dont feel as sad... i laugh a lot more with my friends... i dont feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders any more...


my friends have helped me... and the few friends that are ALWAYS and i mean ALWAYS there... to Tracy, Kaitlyn, Andi, and Luke... u guyz have helped me through the last month... u didnt shut me out when i was a bitch... u stuck with me... u helped to make me laugh...

To other people... it may seem like oh only 4 people... But to me thats a group of people who i can truley call my Best Friends... because i know that they will always be there for me... they are the best friends in the world... and they are the people that i want to end up like... they are my role modles... i look up to each and everyone one of them and love them with all of my heart... i dont have very good parents... so they take the place of them (ik that sounds kinda weird) but i love ya guyz.. thanks... and i really mean it... Thank you so much
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|11:40 pm]
[mood | crazy]
[music |Nobodys Home]

ha today was fun...
first me boo and Nikki Gettleman all went to the batting cages... it was alright... then we started driving around and listening to the backstreet boys and spice gurls and people looked @ as like we were retards!
okay and then we went to applebees for lunch... i stared cracking up @ nikki and then the people who were sitting in the table behind us asked their waiter if they could be moved! hahaha
after applebees we went back to Nikkis house and played with her dog... omg her dog is awesome! she has a pitbull! its soooo mean tho! lol it kept biting my foot and if u say ow he bites harder! haha
Then we went up to the mall and met up with Tiffani (nikkis sister) Sammy and Stephanie and didnt do much... then after that it was dinner time so we went to fuddruckers "Fun Fuckers" and Nikki thought she lost her purse but in reality Brittany had it... and she screamed really loud "WHERE THE FUCK IS MY PURSE" and everyone turned are stared at us! it was f'in hilarious!!
After fuddruckers we went back to some random house that Nikki is house sitting for... and we just hung there for a while...

So all in all it was a fun day! lol

but i am so f'in tired right now... so im gonna go to bed!
nighty night!

Mollie
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2005|09:07 am]
[mood | crazy]
[music |Ive Got A Reason (Uk that one commercial?!)]

lol last night was soooooo much fun!
it was Missis Bday party! omg i laughed my ass off... Okay people who were there: Me Tracy Kaitz Andi Allie Missi Pamela and Andy.... the movie was so retarded... even tho i screamed lol What the hell was with the random 8 billion deer! Honestly! ha i almost broke kaitz hand caz i was scared lol FIlling the popcorn bucket up with Soda! lol

Andy with all his black jokes lol and then trying to make him faint!

Kaitlyn trying to molest johnathon... lol and playing with that big stick...

And the gross edible thong i got Missi for her bday... it tasted soooo nasty! lol

Well there is like a billion other funny things that happened but im like so f'in tired... so im gonna go and take a nap!

later bitches!

Mollie
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2005|09:50 pm]
[mood | energetic]
[music |Hand Jive]

hey guyz

today was a great day..

I went to school... laughed my ass off with my friends over nothing... like usual...

Then went to softball... i got to pitch... my coach told me if i keep working on it by the time im a softmore i could be an amazing pitcher...

I went to the mall w/ Tracy, Kaitz, Andi, Missi, n Pamela... lol it was soo much fun! me and kaitz bought costumes... i was a cowboy and she was a cop and we had a war in the mall...lol it was hilarious... and then tracy sat in Pee! lol and she had pee on her pants! it was f'in hilarious!! lol

well tomarrow is Missis party... :) hehe i cant wait... i think shes gonna like her present! :) lol im kinda scared to see the movie... okay... im really scared to see the movie! lol

but ne wayz...

im prolly gonna go to bed b4 my parents ruin my day! lol

night guyz
Mollie


Oh and Tracy, Kaitz, Andi, Missi, Pamela, Luke, n Britty- thanks for everything... u guyz make life worth living! (not to make me sound too corny lol)
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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2005|09:54 pm]
[mood | bitchy]

okay about my medicane i was telling u about...

okay so i looked up the type of medicane i got... and i called the nurses hotline to see what the medicane does... and oh yeah... its not used for headaches @ all! Its just an anti depressant!

GOOD LORD! DOCTORS ARE RETARDED!

Oh and the stupid ass nurse gave me a freakin shot and she gave it to me in my Hip and im having some retarded reaction to it... and now my back and neck hurt... my dad called the doctor... and they said it was just a Coincidence that it hurt! THEY ARE ALLLLLL STUPID!

IM gonna become a freakin doctor just to show all of those retards how its f'in done! hmmm a person has headaches... U GIVE HER HEADACHE MEDICANE NOT ANTI DEPRESSANTS!!!!!!

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
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